Pancake panic

I'm so into have to's
I wonder what to do now that I have some free time on my own
how do I maximize it?

Whats the very very extremely best thing I could do with this precious thing?
So..
I've fulfilled one craving already -
Salty Bulgarit Pancake
Yummmmmmmmmmmm

Now what?
Go home
Go to Haifa
Stay at parents house and watch dumb TV
?

I had a stressing test this morning and I think I did ok
So I wanna celebrate
loosen up
relax before I get back to my own personal humdrum
Order an Ice cream before I go?

ahhh
the grand dilemmas of life..

She-lizard

So on my bed
a she-lizard

at first I cry out
Look!
and I'm sure she'll be gone in a moment
But the moment extends and it seems like she feels fine just here
and I can breastfeed my beautiful boy
while quietly
watching her movement
small
slow
twists of the head
arms extended

These last 6 weeks I've been watching the wonder that is
my child
Have I ever spent so much time looking at one thing?