when I

As we rode away from the cabin
big sadness found its way inside me
all the giddiness of the route
 out into

the fields
why is the way back so sad?

Yes it might be the end of vacation kinda down
but it felt like so much more

the wilderness
the wildness
speaks to me
nourishes me
feeds my soul

without the wildness
something inside is left hungry or just dormant
and I..

want
need the wild

the earth
the quiet
all these light and noises even though where Im living is considered green it just does not feed my soul

no words or arguments could explain this
not really

my body knows
my soul breathes
when I touch the wild