Thursday, February 24, 2011

Guess what??

Life is



jumpin jackflies
strimming sunbeams
sugarflavored date bombs
that melt in your mouth
while you toss the pit from your high
up window

nope not on dope

just plain happy

like that.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Sink song

Living in a bubble
in the shape of a simple house

trying to walk out
becomes more difficult with every hour of solitude

You think you're becoming stronger but actually
you're just sinking deeper and deeper
in the Swamp of Sorrows

why not travel out to the desert
to the sea?

Well cause hiding in sweet blues
is a hideout from the lonely world that awaits

hiding means not dealing with all
that wasn't done

I want to disappear
to be born again elsewhere

I don't have the wings to fly
I don't know how this is done
I don't know how to be grown up
how to function in this crazy crazy world

I don't even know why I'm writing this
a cry for help?

no one fuckin reads all these words I splatter out

How come after all these lessons
I'm still such a helpless and sad lil duckling

will I ever stand on my own two feet
steady and proud?

I am ashamed of wasting days and hours like this
I am ashamed of being so weak and self pitying
I am ashamed of feeling like a lone creature

Whats the point?
I know I can live better than this..
can I?

well I guess I'll just hide here some more
and think it over

or just find the hidden door
to another time and place

Wednesday, February 02, 2011

The big bada Boom

Once again

Letting go

in your fingertips..

Fly high
and then crash

let go

dust yourself
and walk on..