the path that got away

I was afraid of this..
That I might grow up and forget the clarity
of a different path.

it keeps closing in
like the walls in StarWars
squishing you into a box of
success

..."see now your happy
everything
you eveeer wanted..."

Once crazed friends
now down to living-room-talk..

no wonder I keep going out with
younger guys
not yet boxed
still excited about possibilities..

gosh everything
too predictable.

I wont have it!!
you hear!

I'm not buying it
gonna go create something else..
I won't forget!

hmmm.. remind me.. ok?