Double- U's

Feel the need to call my wonderful friend Shnitzel

to have him tell me why life is beautiful

feel the need to keep walking

to find that music that gives you air to breath

feel the need to shout out all this pain and transform it anger atleast

so it won't all be clumped up inside me

usually this fades away at some point

usually I find goodness in food, movie or music

but not today

today everything feels fake

such sad smoking liars all about

thinking that life is soooo gooood

Oh God

whats this

really?

which part is real?

When does it get to be more than survival?

Cause if its just this...

something is terribly wrong.