moonchild a-raising

It is a time of change

feels like something is growing inside

not a baby yet..

but a freedom

I'm in love

with change

always think the next place would be better

there I would feel

more real

not in a rehearsal

sometimes me gets a glimpse of me

deep in there

hidden under the heavy stifling blankets of

self doubt

criticism

and the flowery need to please

to be loved

by EVERYONE

oh geeze

if you so smart

how come you still carry them blankets around

when you know you could be a light

dancing

open and alive

magical thing

I need a new name

want to shed some skin

shed some accessories that are cumbersome

same wishes

new strength?

me hope.