Smashing lojeek

I noticed

that sometimes when I get mad

smashing

desperate

(where the fuck is the tattoo place??!)

It is a trick

like when I was a kiddie

so edgy with them big huge dogs

barking like crazies

on me way home

and I finally got in my head

that if I pretend to be furious

they won't smell this

gripping fear..

fear and helplessness

is worse than damn anger

so let me scare you

with sharp shouts

slams

and hard stares

but

don't think for a minute

that I'm scared shit

oh man

I wish I was

a moose

or somethin..