How -ling Wolf

There is a house
but how do you turn it into a home?
How do you make it hug you when you come
not just hold your STUFF
How do you feel at ease at a surprise visit
and not glance with hidden terror at the raging mess

I want to take most of it
out
put it in humongous bags
and go Amish on my dome

There is so little I need
and yet there is so much

Why like this
How can it change
and why do I flip from lonely to independent every 4 minutes
or so..

So many questions
and this here screen
has taken a vow of silence

tough